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December 19th, 2011

Posted by -Rather Die Young; on December 19, 2011 at 11:35 PM Comments comments (0)

Okay, I am beyond pissed right now. This is the third time a friend cant come over because I live in the "ghetto" Its as though anytime someone hears the "East Side" they automatically think that there are rapists and nigga's posting up in gangs on every corner. NO. It has houses, stores, trash on the sidewalks and loud people. Its rare hearing about a rapist or a massive killing in the neighborhood. I hate those who stereotype.

If you come to my house, NO you will not get shot in a drive by, NO you will not get raped. Its as though I am punished for being in an environment I cant control /:

December 16th, 2011

Posted by -Rather Die Young; on December 16, 2011 at 11:20 PM Comments comments (0)

Sooo, today is my first day of Christmas Break, and it doesnt even feel as though i'm supposed to be on break yet. I thought I would be so happy and ethused, but i'm sitting here like ehh. First off, I feel as though I am coming down with a cold. I hate having a stuffy nose. Its just a downer on my entire day. Also, there is currently too much noise. I hate noise, too many people in one place at a time.

So much has happened in the past couple of weeks. Mainly, my father found out about my mothers new fiancee. The reason this is occuring is because my dad plays the drums for Motown, so he is always traveling. I honestly think that my mom was waiting for him, but she just couldnt wait any longer. I can already sense a difference between me and my dad, and it's tearing me apart.

Then, for school, I have a feeling i'm going to be failing math. I just took the hardest test of my life and it was worth 50% of my grade. Its too stressful. Well, I really dont feel like blogging right now, so im going to end this blog &&' just blog later. Byee


December 2nd 2011

Posted by -Rather Die Young; on December 2, 2011 at 5:55 PM Comments comments (0)

Wow, I havent written on here since friggin July. Thats a long time yo, its December now! Well yes, i'm back to writing on here. So much has happened in my life, and I dont think that one blog entry would be long enough. So Ill just summarize everything.


School has gotten way better than before. I am acquainted with everyone, i'm making decent grades (not grades I favor, but still good) and i'm trying to tolerate the teachers.  The only thing I hate about my school is that I am one of the few blacks there, so I cant actually vent or say what I want to say in fear of being deemed racist.  I honestly feel as though two of my teachers dont favor me because of my race. There has been multiple times where I was singled out because of my race, or they would screw with my grades and give me grades I didnt deserve. But besides that, I am doing pretty well. There IS one girl I cant stand for the life of me. Imma' just call her Tom &&' Jerry; She looks like a rat and sounds like a cat.  She legitly sounds like a screaming cat that just got shot and is trying to attract attention. She is so aggitating, and has the most stank attitude in the world.  Im surprised most of my friends like her anyway. But I cant think of anything else to report. Everything is going well.


I am having many more problems with guys now. I dont know why they feel the need to suddenly show their "affection" for me. Me hating to hurt someones feelings ends up being nice, which could possibly be leading them on.  That has happened twice this summer and I dont want to do that anymore.Once again, the only guy I could still say I love is Rakim. Its true, he's my everything. One thing with guys is that I get bored with guys s u p e r quickly.  But I've known Rakim for three years, and still talk to him as though I met him yesterday.  He's just that perfect. Ohmywow, especially his lips x) And his gorgeous smile. And his eyes, and the face he makes when he is studying something hella' hard, just everything x) 

The Holidays;

The holidays are going well. I am actually upset. I went Christmas shopping for my friends thinking I got everyone, but then remembered like eight  people I neglected to get gifts for. I may get them a bath and body works basket and just call it a day. I dont even know what I want for Christmas forreal. I desperately want a new phone d e f i n i t e ly. My phone sucks ass, >.> But yea, I am mostly asking for Classic Disney Movies, some of which should be listed in a different blog entry, haha. I R E A L L Y want to watch Rakim graduate next year. That would just complete my life.  Too bad my aunt says no, i'm determined to convince her to let me go. Even if its the only thing I get, it would be enough just to see him. I still havent gotten to the Christmas spirit. I guess I cant believe its already here. Its just to early it seems.  The only thing i've done to get into the spirit was watch Friday After Next (the best movie E V E R may I add?) But yeaa.


I know you are looking at this section like, sanity? Wth? But yes, my sanity level has been shifting dramatically since the summer. You would not believe it.  I basically feel alone, misunderstood and hurt.  I worry about others more than I worry about myself. When I actually take time out to do what makes me h a p p y, I get called selfish by e v e r y o n e. Its very hurtful.  And people think that feelings dont hurt anymore.  Sticks &&' Stones will break my bones, but words leave psychological wounds that will never heal" 

Well, I will be updating this website more often. Stay tuned! (:

The Cartoon Classics♥

Posted by -Rather Die Young; on July 26, 2011 at 2:32 AM Comments comments (0)
I dont know what crap is on television nowadays. This is a list of my favorite classic shows. 
This is what made children never leave the television♥
Pinky & The Brain-Disney
Goof Troop-Disney
House of Mouse-Disney
Chip & Dale-Disney
The Wild Thornberrys-Nickelodeon
Cyberchase-PBS Kids
Jay Jay The Jet Plane-PBS Kids
JoJo's Circus-Playhouse Disney
Drake & Josh-Nickelodeon
Stanley-Playhouse Disney
Dave The Barberian-Disney
Lloyd In Space-Disney
As Told By Ginger-Nickelodeon
Kim Possible-Disney
The Weekenders-Disney
Pepper Ann-Forgot
Sagwa The Chinese Siamese Cat-PBS Kids
Out of The Box-Playhouse Disney
Bear In The Big Blue House-Playhouse Disney
Rolie Polie Olie-Playhouse Disney
All That-Nickelodeon
The Amanda Show-Nickelodeon
Kenan & Kel-Nickelodeon
The Winx Club-WBNX
My Dads A Rockstar-Nickelodeon
Winnie The Pooh-Playhouse Disney
The Wiggles-Playhouse Disney
Teletubbies-PBS Kids
Lizzie Mcguire-Disney
Thats So Raven-Disney
Phil of The Future-Disney
Zoey 101-Nickelodeon
Hey Arnold-Nickelodeon
Brandy & Mr. Whiskers-Disney
Lilo And Stitch-Disy
PB & J Otter-Nickelodeon
The Ren & Stimpy Show-Nickelodeon
The Little Mermaid-Disney
American Dragon; Jake Long-Disney
Invader Zim-Nickelodeon
Even Stevens-Disney 
The Proud Family-Disney
Life With Derek-Disney
Boy Meets World-Disney
Rocko's Modern Life-Nickelodeon
Sister, Sister-Disney
Buzz On Maggie-Disney
Emporer's New School-Disney
Zoom-PBS Kids
All That-Nickelodeon
Blues Clues-Playhouse Jr.
Mr. Rodgers Neighborhood-PBS Kids
Are You Afraid of the Dark?-Nickelodeon
The Higglytown Heros-Playhouse Disney
Between The Lions-PBS Kids
Clifford The Big Red Dog-PBS Kids
*to be edited (:♥

The "Truth" Behind Rugrats

Posted by -Rather Die Young; on July 10, 2011 at 3:25 PM Comments comments (0)

"The Rugrats really were a figment of Angelica's Imagination.

Chucky died a long time ago along with this mother, that's why Chaz is a nervous wreck all the time.

Tommy was a stillborn, that's why Stu is constantly in the basement making toys for the son who never had a chance to live.

The DeVilles had an abortion, Angelica couldn't figure whether it would be a boy or a girl thus creating the twins


As for "All Grown Up" Angelica was a bipolar schizophrenic who, as a teenager became addicted to various Narcotics, bringing her back to her childhood and thus her creations she obsessed over, because of time lapse between the present and the last time she interacted with her creations, she made them older, Angelica was constantally taking hits of acid, so she would never have to live without her creations who were her only company, in a judgemental world

Angelica's mom actually died of a heroine overdose, Angelica was schizophrenic/bipolar because she was a crack baby, additionaly Drew in his depression married a gold digging whore, that Angelica idolized because she fooled herself into thinking it was her real mom, but always had a concept of her mom, Cynthia, and took a barbie doll, and made it after her mom's image, wearing an unwashed oranged dress, and having jacked up hair, which is why she was so attached to it, later in life she followed in her mom footsteps w/ drugs and everything, dieing of overdose at age 13 when All Grown Up! was "canceled"

The only rugrat not to be fictional however, was unborn Tommy's brother Dil, however Angelica didnt know the differace between Dil and her creations, Dil didnt follow her commands, after endless crying and a refusal to disapear like the others did when angelica was angry with them, she hit him. And she hit him, screaming a screaching tune, Stu ran in and pulled his neice off of his only child, but it was too late, he had a brain hemerage, which resulted in a deformation, as he grew up his damage only became more evident, by the time he was 9 in All Grown Up! He lived as an outcast, being ridiculed for his weirdness, and retardation, the immense guilt over this is what led to her drug use and is what led Angelica to un-create the rugrats breifly, until her expericance w/ hallucinogenics.

On a trip to Paris to find love, Chaz married a hooker named Kira (He was actually going to marry a differant hooker, but she just wanted him for his money), who had a daughter named Kimi that was torn from her because she was a cocaine addict (Angelica imagined her from Kira's stories), he lost his mind after the death of his wife and was in denial that she was ever prostitue, upon return to America, Chaz and Kira married and she got her greencard, it was actually a really happy/romantic story, Kira continually stuggled with addiction, but was relatively happy w/ her life, and Chaz

Suzie was actually Angelica's only friend, who entertained the thought of Angelica's creations, for her, She later became a phycologist and teamed up w/ Nickelodeon to make the Rugrats! When Angelica died of drug overdose, she helped arrange her funeral, Angelica's death was sad, because of her addiction, she was expelled from society, which lead to a break with reality, and her eventual death, she spent the last days of her life in the back of the school cafeteria, imagining friends around her, and playing with the lives of her creations.

She died March 5, 1994,